不舍得

长大了...要学会面对离合
亲人..情人..朋友...
都有离开你的一天...
可能很短...或许很长的一段时间
就算一天...都有不舍得的可能性

还记得当时知道这消息的时候...
没什么特别的感觉...
因为还很陌生...
直到日期肯定了~~
感觉--很强!!
我高估我自己了...
就连联络都很难...可笑吧!!
唯有...祝福你...

明示不想失去绝世好友..♥

当他不爱你的时候

当他不爱你的时候，无论过去他是否爱过，后来却忘了，又或者是从未爱过。

当你无法成为他心里那个人的时候，他的心便不会记得你。虽然他知道你深爱着他，但他宁可选择假装不知道。

当他不爱你的时候，请不要在你不开心，或者是遇到麻烦而彷徨的时候去打搅他。他那儿绝对不是你此刻应该的去的地方。也许他会在接到你电话的时候，淡淡地安慰你几句，却也仅此而已。也许你还会再想要一些什么，于是说：“我们见面吧。”而他肯定心有烦燥了。

当他不爱你的时候，你的爱，你的人，就会显得廉价许多。你占了下风，这是人的本性。他会说：“好，不过我现在有点事情，晚点时候你再给我电话吧，或者我给你电话也行。”而你这时千万不要当真，你只是找了个不是很高明的理由来搪塞你。请，不要真的去等，不要骗自己。

当他不爱你的时候，请不要与他讲你的琐事，也许此刻，你不过是希望让彼此更熟悉一些。只是，他却无暇更是没有兴趣去了解你，你的生活，你的过去，你的长处短处与他又何干？即使讲了，他也会很会忘记的，就如他忘记你的生日，你的地址，你的电话一样。

没有爱，于是你注定挤不进他的生命．即使，你要求哪怕只是一个很小很小的角落。

当他不爱你的时候，请不要在他的面前流眼泪，不要在生病的时候告诉他。他无法给予你照顾与关心．至多是同情一下，而请骄傲的你，不要放弃本来属于你的骄傲。虽然太多的人，在爱的面前丢失了太多。连站起来的勇气都没有，何来骄傲？只是，要记得，只有爱自己的人，才可以真正的去疼惜你。而不是，旁观的同情，怜悯。

当他不爱你的时候，你的爱便是他的负担。请不要去计算自己的付出，不要希望有什么回报。爱着不爱自己的人，本身便是没有回报的．不要计较对与错，这样会快乐些。要记住，你与他之间的爱，是单方面的，你用心，他无心。

所以，也不要怪他。因为也许他也想做好一些，对你不要那样的冷漠。

当他不爱你的时候，请不要失去自己的信心。因为爱一个人，并非他的优秀，而只是一种感觉。他让你有这样的感觉，于是你爱他。同样，他不爱你，也并非你不优秀。优秀不是爱的理由。但他还有那么多爱自己的人，淡淡的微笑一下，也是一种甜美吧。

当他不爱你的时候，也一定要祝福他。有了爱，便不该有恨。爱是最美好的，恨却是丑陋的。何必让生命中最美好的东西化做丑陋的呢？也不要觉得不公平。关于离去，他失去的是一个爱他的人，而你失去了一个不爱你的人，却得到了一个重新生活，重新去爱的机会。

请不要去想“永远”，爱没有永远。你此刻深爱，去注定遥远的某一天也不再爱他。他只是比你早一步到达了这一天。

当他不爱你的时候，请轻轻拥抱一下回忆里的温暧，轻柔地凝视那凋谢的温柔。

当他不在爱你的时候，亲爱的，请你深深深呼吸，一生的路上，铺满了爱的花蕾，总有那么一朵是属于你，不是安慰你，

...这是一面镜子，勇敢面对，勇敢放弃，勇敢重新开始...♥

The day after 720 hours...

很努力的对自己说不可以...
之前还以为只是很普通...
原来已经不浅了...
720个小时后...
我的手就自由了~~
没有唠叨了...

对不起...
无缘无故的闹情绪...
乱发脾气...你竟然说发脾气是女生的权力
没有礼貌的回复...
一开始...是有心的敷衍~后来真的没心

6个月...谢谢你
6年...祝福你
God Blessing you..=)

Thank you...

♥...*Humpty Dumpty*

谢谢

可爱的老师们...
把测验安排在很特别的日子...
只能说是巧合...
新年没有一个星期的假期了...
初四就要开学...
我相信我自己...一定会逃课!!

220210..QM-Mid Term...
星期日晚上...读书吧~~
Bahasa Kebangsaan...对这科已经没什么好感了
Mid Term-010310~~
还真够开心~~~
送了我一份大礼...
礼貌上~还要说一声*Terima Kasih*

还有四科在等我...

KLCC - wo0 HO0...♥

Around 3.30pm...
When to fetched Ms Tan Yee Voone...~
Dislike fetch her...LOL!!
Went to KLCC then...
Bought a dress and a cloth...^^v
Met with T.Yvonne and her lovely sis~
WooHoo~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I wish watch this movie so so so much~~~
It no make me disappointed...~~
♥ This movie so much~~~
Especially Royce Tan~~Rain~~~~
Touching + So Funny~~

After that...
Had our dinner in Little Pinang...^^
Walked awhile...
Back home then...^^

♥...Wo0OHO0o...o0OHO0oW...♥

Wednesday...20th Jan

9.30am class...
But I was reached uni around 7.45am...
Because of a parking...
A big trouble for us...
Last week I was parked my car at MCD..~~~
Had my breakfast with Mak YuinTeng...

1st class...Introduction to Probability and statistics
Laugh non stop because of my group members...@.@
2nd class...English Foundation...
I enjoy this class so much...^^

After that...went to hall...
Played badminton with Ong TianYan & Lim SiaoYee~~
Wow...~~~
Had our lunch after that...~~~

3rd class...Bahasa Kebangsaan...
'Nice Subject'!!...
Keep nonsense with Ms Lim...

4th class...QM..
no comment...

...Exhausted

天意

多得学校的电脑...
我pendrive中毒了...谢谢
很毒很毒...
无奈的...
唯一办法..帮它排出所有的毒素
想到的..也只是那几张照片
一些应该清除的东西..
因为我的不舍得..还是保留在里面
现在..再多的不想，也要向它说再见
或许是说..不再见了
只是一个click...我的pendrive就是新的了
谢谢学校的电脑...
谢谢把病毒传进去的人...
这次...真的...彻彻底底...完了
不能再见了...我的不舍得

上天安排的...天意

付出

你太过爱他...
反而是伤害自己
到你累了...不想再吵了...

...代表你不爱他了

付出...是双方面的责任
明白公平的定义吗?
看不见你的付出...
总有损失的一天！
懂得付出的人...

...才有资格拥有

13rd Jan...

8am class again...
3 days 8am class...
Changed to 1 day...

5 classes in one day...
T.I.R.E.D till no enery to talk...
Still want driving from uni to my house + raining...T.T
Had quiz today...
Totally dunno what I was studied...>.<~

Tired..............

Monday

Omg...
Tmr...monday~~
A day I most moody in a week...
This semester...
3 days are 8am class...T.T
Some more until 5pm...
U can imagine how long i should spend in my car and uni rite??
4 classes...
7am I out from my house..
Around 6pm will reach my home...>.
Sigh...

Treasure our times...♥

080110...

Woke up at 8am...
Raining in the morning...sigh~~
Watched Tv...Read news paper...Had my breakfast...
Around 10.45am...
Dior was sent me a sms...
Cwei...T.T
I was collided by motor...
OMG!! I stun!!
I called her...no pick up my called...
After that she replied my sms...
Said she is fine...
Luckily..........
Take care my dear...


Went to swam with my cousin...
I saw someone there...
A very weird feeling I having now...

Arcane...

4th Jan

1st day of 3rd semester...
1st class...English Foundation...
Know two friendly friends...WanMing & Edison..~
♥My english foundation lecturer...Philip Wee~~
He is from Singapore..He is funny and talkative...^^

2nd class...Bm..@.@
Sigh...What the nice subject..~
When the lecturer is talking...
Dior Hoi's face is appear on her face...~
Omg...Make my laugh...
Because recently she keep talking Malay...swt~~~
But I am so happy that can study with foundation's friends again..^^

The suck timetable is make me crazy soon...
Headache...T.T

...........Gambateh bah

Reopen...

Omg..!!
My two months holidays were endED!!
Haiz...
My suck life is start-ing...T.T
The timetable is...SUCK!!
Haiz...........................................Stress.................................
A good word to describe my feeling....

Reopen...

Happy Birthday To MengLi...♥

1st Jan..
My jii mui, MengLi's Birthday...
Wish you all the best ya..^^
We were celebrated her big day in Kaki Corner...^^
12people of us..~
Our voice were so noisy...hehe..~~
Laugh nonstop...nonsense there..haha
Hope you have a great day with us...~
Miss you all...♥

Happy Birthday To MengLi...♥

I'll move on..*Olivia Ong*

This road that I'm taking twists and turns..
My life my chance turning dreams into reality..
Down this path faced with so many things..
Sometimes I feel like giving up and turn away..
Can't seem to go on. And I've been thru' this before..
Now where am I? Where do I stand? A little lost here..
But I'll remember.. All those times you've bought me thru'..
I'd be a fool to give up cos' the goal is near..
I'll move on I'll go on.. Lord I will take your hand..
And you will guide me along. Survive thru' this storm..
So I say, come what may. .I'll hold on to my hope..
Yes, I will walk down this road..
And my passion drive will lead me on..
Here I am Once again caught in the rain..
Looking back I've come so far And I want to carry on..
Take a step a little time It's alright..
Even thru' this rain, I want to smile again..
Don't hold back now. And i've been thru' this before..
Now where am I? Where do I stand? A little lost here..

But I'll remember...All those times you've bought..♥

2010...January

1st...My jii mui, MengLi's Birthday..*Happy Birthday* my dear..

2nd...My loved Mummy and her sis BEE aunt's Birthday..*Happy Birthday* my love..

4th...Uni reopen..3rd semester~*suck life is start-ing*..
And 1st day of Dior Hoi should be training in Hotel Park Royal..All the best my dear..^^

8th..Another jii mui, Casie Teong's Birthday..*Happy happy Birthday*..

11st..Tuition mate,Cwen's Birthday..~Happy Birthday~

23rd..Secondary school fren, SookHuoi's Birthday..~Hapi Birthday ah ma~^^

29th..My cousin, Darren Wong's Birthday..~Hapi Birthday~


Omg...Many people Birthday in the month..~haha..
Happy Birthday to every January Baby~~
Uni reopen...
Is time to concentrate on my studies...

2010..Start of something new..♥